Monday, November 15, 2010

romance and cigarettes...

chill...its not abt romance...neither is it abt cigarettes...
bt i like the title cuz it sounds pretty intrstng...its the title of a particular movie...
plus both of the aforementioned thngs r the inspiration bhind ths...

tomorrow is my economics and political science exam--im pretty sure im nt gonna do well in either of thm--esp the former one...

yet here i am--up and awake---on my final attempt to avoid absolute failure...

many would say y lose sleep over such a petty issue?? ths xam isnt tht imp!
thing is, though the issue is quite petty and though im nt asleep r8 nw, it dsnt mean im losing my sleep...

i sleep whn the rest of the world has completed their daily chore of resting...as they open their eyelids and enjoy bathing in the first (or second/thrd/fourth/fifth...) rays of the sun---i gradually enter dreamland---where i see weird stuff, do funny thngs, ppl becum nice/nasty...etc etc etc

so im nt losing my sleep---dnt worry
i know normal ppl prefer mornings for doing their activities...but its in my nature to be v kind and helpful! :P
so i gv company to the dimly lit streets of my 'hood...the bored stars...the stressed out moon...
hear the sound of fishes playing abt in the pond, discourage stray dogs to "hang out" with their "mates" in front of our house....the night guard who rides on a cycle and blows the horrible whistle dsnt blow the whistle when he sees sum1 is awke...so my mother's light sleep is nt disturbed by the obnoxious noise!!

bt unfortinately no one gives credit to such gr8 works...most of the times neither do i...except in the moments whn smoke rises from the ashes...loneliness descends in a life full of friends and family members....desperation to pass and desperation to not study constantly cause inner turmoil....

such are the times when i write such useless thngs...then drink some water and get back to work/sleep/???ahm--dunno wht else....

now tht i'm done with my crap-writing...i wonder...wht was this article really about?? :O
please let me know as soon as u have any clue about it...

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