and it starts raining---once again

just when you think you have FINALLY figured something out, no confusion whatsoever... just when you think you have thought it all through, there's no way u cud've missed something... Everything changes---

it starts raining outside...but u don't care... the strange greenish glow that the rain brings with it attracts u to him like a moth is attracted to a glowing bulb...

and u stop thinking--

u just run...run...keep running till there's no other place to go, no other shelter to take apart from the warmth of his chest...
and the rest passes like abridged versions of lavish dreams and desires--
u give all u have and take all that's his, till there's nothing left to take or give... and u find heaven within...

and then u think u now know it all--
till another moment comes and steals that notion---

and it starts raining once again...